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Friday, April 10, 2009

Hey hey.

This post is specially for my dearest bestfriend, Muhammad Afif Bin Kasmani.

Dearest bestie.

You've changed. You were not there when i needed you most. People change, i understand. Since we are not going to be close as usual, i would want you to know how much i appreciate you being my bestfriend for the past two years.

The things we do, the ups and downs that we go through, those memories, i'll treasure it with every thought of you that passes through my head.

You share my every laughter and my joy through my success and you also feel my sadness and my anguish through my failures and heartbreaks. You were there to advice me and share my every thought.

Everything about you seems to make the bestest bestfriend. Its like you're the formula to being the perfect bestfriend. Muhammad Afif Bin Kasmani + Sympathy = Perfect bestfriend.

Its difficult for me to let you go cause you've changed me, you've changed the way that i see things. You made me see that life isnt just a bore and that it isnt a waste of time. You've made me realise that life is a much more extraordinary experience than what i had thought of it.

At those times when i was afraid to do things on my own, you were my fortitude, my strength-my vitality.

When you told me that things would be different some day, when both of us would part when we graduate, we wont be able to stay bestfriends and we wont be able to experience the same things that we do everyday. Swap places in class, laugh like there's no tomorrow, Do the most craziest and stupidest things together. I thought about it and realised that we dont have much time to be bestfriends. We have only a year. The past 3 years have flown past so fast, it seems like yesterday that we were Sec ones, just starting to get to know each other.

Afif, I'm not confused. I'm not a child. I know what i want. I know whom i have picked to be with me and i also know whom i've picked to be my bestfriend.

I know what i want in my life and i want to be your bestfriend and have you as my bestfriend too. All it ends up to is that, you may be ready to say goodbye to me but i'm not ready to say it to you.

Come on, loser. We've only got one more year(: Its not that long to put up with someone who never shuts up and who continues her incoherent babbling(:

Please? (i'm letting my ego deteriorate way down over here, you better agree)

XOXO,

LIANA(:


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