always.

Friday, August 28, 2009

To all those people who have been asking the question, 'What's going on?'

I dont really know whats going on myself. Hmph.

I do miss him though.

No matter how much we fight, No matter how much we condemn each other and No matter how much we hurt one another, i know that i still do care for him.

He's an idiot, i can't deny and yeah, he's the world's worst bestfriend right now but that's what makes him, him. That's what he is. And thats what i love about him.

No matter how hard i try to fight back, he'll defend himself all the way(:

To all those people who have been asking, ' Why must he defend himself?'

I dont really know. But it is evident that he loves NCC very much, that's probably why(:

He will defend what he loves and what he can be proud of(;

And of course, for me being me, i'll feel very left out and i do get jealous, i admit.

It use to be (him+me)-NCC= Joy & laughter.

Now it is (him+NCC)-me= Joy & laughter.

Its different now.

Of course i am happy for him for getting a post in NCC. I'm really proud of him. But he is not the person i know, the other side of him that i know is gone. Not entirely gone, but it isnt evident anymore.

I really miss the old him, my him that i like really much.

To those people who have been asking, 'Has he ever liked you?'

We never really talked about it but i know that we had an unbreakable bond.

He doesnt have to say anything. I could feel it. We loved each other. Well, for now, it is that we Used to love one another.

Its really different now.

Our love wasnt perfect. It was like a roller coaster ride. Sometimes we're just friends and often times we're more than that.

I guess that's probably why we have an uncountable number of misunderstandings.

I dont blame him though, it is a process which can't be help(:

And don't get me wrong, but honestly, i think it is entirely okay to love your bestfriend.

So there it is. Now, stop asking me whats going on cause i really dont know.

love,

Liana(;


Oh hello. I am Liana and I am 15. Strawberries and Cream and novels are my favorite things. You can mail me at: My other link 1 My other link 2 My other link 3 . Syamim Nurul BFF Nas Yaya Amalina Faizul Nadhir Aidil Afif Poh Hian farhana Afiqa Mariam Fiona Christell Reena tashajade Marissa Wasylah Aubrey Umairah Aheeyn Amri Shahren Shireen shafiqah Fanna Anis Thadar Nash Wan Alisa feefy Suriati November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 Bituwin - template Dementee - image Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls. Hit counter code here	Friday, August 28, 2009 To all those people who have been asking the question, 'What's going on?' I dont really know whats going on myself. Hmph. I do miss him though. No matter how much we fight, No matter how much we condemn each other and No matter how much we hurt one another, i know that i still do care for him. He's an idiot, i can't deny and yeah, he's the world's worst bestfriend right now but that's what makes him, him. That's what he is. And thats what i love about him. No matter how hard i try to fight back, he'll defend himself all the way(: To all those people who have been asking, ' Why must he defend himself?' I dont really know. But it is evident that he loves NCC very much, that's probably why(: He will defend what he loves and what he can be proud of(; And of course, for me being me, i'll feel very left out and i do get jealous, i admit. It use to be (him+me)-NCC= Joy & laughter. Now it is (him+NCC)-me= Joy & laughter. Its different now. Of course i am happy for him for getting a post in NCC. I'm really proud of him. But he is not the person i know, the other side of him that i know is gone. Not entirely gone, but it isnt evident anymore. I really miss the old him, my him that i like really much. To those people who have been asking, 'Has he ever liked you?' We never really talked about it but i know that we had an unbreakable bond. He doesnt have to say anything. I could feel it. We loved each other. Well, for now, it is that we Used to love one another. Its really different now. Our love wasnt perfect. It was like a roller coaster ride. Sometimes we're just friends and often times we're more than that. I guess that's probably why we have an uncountable number of misunderstandings. I dont blame him though, it is a process which can't be help(: And don't get me wrong, but honestly, i think it is entirely okay to love your bestfriend. So there it is. Now, stop asking me whats going on cause i really dont know. love, Liana(; 10:29 PM ·